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Cursed
02:19
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spent my life in the gloom I know
forgetting who I am when the sun goes down
waste my night, when the bottle runs low
coming right back I forgot my crown
okay
I don’t wanna be that way for good
she way too fine, I’m about to find out
break me off just like you should
I watch her laugh, she says you’re cursed now
ain’t no time
she claim I ain’t her type
as she tinder swipes
said her hips don’t lie
I don’t talk no game
I just show her things
Im bout climb between
you buy her diamond rings
whoa
she don’t want no dweebo
fuck me with her eyes
swear it Musta been placebo
I bet you wish you could
said the dick so good
imma have her hitting G notes
that Gluck Gluck when I’m stressin
you buy her vids undressing
on onlyfans obsessing
I leave her second guessing
spent my life in the gloom I know
forgetting who I am when the time comes down
waste my night, when the bottle runs low
coming right back I forgot my crown
okay
I don’t wanna be that way for good
she way too fine, I’m about to find out
break me off just like you should
I watch her laugh, she says you’re cursed now
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2. |
Honest
03:49
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I know you hate me
but at least I’m honest
honest
honest
I know I’m crazy
but at least honest
honest
honest
nothing promised
nothing matters
I work the hardest
I’m torn and tattered
I know my
promotions garbage
my name gets slandered
I got my gun loaded up
can't tell what’s coming after
take a walk on the eastside
I want it all right now
I have to learn how to keep my, cool,
before it all comes down
down, now
I know you hate me
but at least I’m honest
honest
honest
I know I’m crazy
but at least honest
honest
honest
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with the lights out it’s less dangerous every time
now she’s angry cuz I’m faded every night
I stand alone
I break the rules
In the unknown
tell me the truth
I’m never wrong
tell me the root
bleach my hair blonde
I’m leaving
skate my way home
take the long way back
all damn day long
she tells me that
she’s sick of life
it ain’t so great
and she left home at 17
aye
aye
aye
she’s leaving
she’s leaving
ahhh
with the lights out it’s less dangerous
here we are now entertain us
cuz we’re stupid and were brainless
and she’s angry cuz I’m faded
faded tonight faded again
I'll live my life
I'll make amends
again
with the lights out
it's less dangerous
and shes angry
cause I'm faded
who do you believe
is
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3. |
Righteous
04:25
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been dying to fuck
and she want my kids
ain’t got time
we both too drunk
I ain’t got business
between them thighs
waking up at 6
I’m too focused on my ends
left her naked in the hotel
she telling all her friends
spending time with ghosty
she don’t even know me
she just know what she sees on my IG
text me say she lonely
I met her out in Oakley
claiming I’m her only
and now we drinking grossly
she never leave me alone
always calling to make some plans
I quickly silence my phone
I’m just tryna be a better man
to the point where we don’t talk
we just smoke and fuck
and send each other tiktoks
it’s great I guess
my brains a mess
I think it’s best
if I just rest
get some sleep
wake up and dip
get some sleep
wake up and dip
I’m trying my best
a righteous man
rain on me
and ruin my plans
get some sleep
wake up and dip
once again
once again
she never leave me alone
always calling to make amends
I quickly silence my phone
I’ll never be the same again
noo why must I be condemned
again
my brains a mess
I think it’s best
if I just rest
get some sleep
wake up and dip
get some sleep
wake up and dip
I’m trying my best
a righteous man
rain on me
and ruin my plans
get some sleep
wake up and dip
once again
once again
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna sleep
I can’t ever sleep
I won’t ever sleep
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna sleep
I can’t ever sleep
I won’t ever
she never leave me lone
she either call or texts
and when she’s all alone
all she want is sex
it’s reckless
I know it is
her necklace
got my pic in it
spend the night with me
make your mind up
we won’t ever sleep
til our times up
I don’t wanna play this game
you make my liver ache
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna sleep
I can’t ever sleep
I won’t ever sleep
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
spend the night with me
I don’t wanna sleep
I don’t wanna sleep
I can’t ever sleep
I won’t ever sleep
I won't ever sleep
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4. |
Interlude
04:54
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pour me some more
please fill up my cup
killin the bottle
I ain’t had enough
I’m drowning
yeah
leave me on read
while you sleep in his bed
losing my focus
still know what you said
hearts pounding
I’ll be right here where you found me
whiskey drenched
know she hates this scent
all my moneys spent
I will not decent
wanna wait for me
to take the lead
I hate to bleed
emotions free
but only me
it’s only me
so please
take my hand
~
southside Tacoma
she grew up granola
tell me you know what she wanted
at least please be honest
been fuckin since august
she don’t wanna say farewell
she don’t want no one else
she fell apart when I said I fucked someone else
now she pacing her bedroom
saying that she’ll get revenge soon
but she wanna wait til the full moon
casting a spell to make me lose
everything that I’ve ever worked for
she put something in my drink
I just can’t trust this damn whore
no
hold on tonight
I’ll make it right
you hate me now
just wait a while
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5. |
Stronger
04:48
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spend a lot of time with my head low
I ain’t the got the time for no say so
homies hit my line they like hey bro
you doing alright, I don’t say no
contemplated a few times I won’t say how
stuck avoiding my reality is dumbfound
building puzzles but the pieces getting left out
thinking wouldn’t they forget me if I’m dead now
hold on
I don’t wanna be the reason that she can’t fall asleep
go home
live to fight another day I gotta battle next week
stay strong
it’s the only thing keeping me up, up on my feet
I’m gone
when they burn me to ashes will you pray for me
falling, sleepless
I can’t feel my heart beating
am I breathing
nothing left, I’m defeated
falling sleepless
I can’t feel my heart beating
am I needed
it ain’t over yet, I’m not leaving
I ain’t leaving yet
fighting these demons inside my head
you ain’t grieving yet
I can see the hat man beside my bed
I gotta knife in my back
with my gun on my side
lotta homies did me dirty
same ones who wanna ride
cuz I know it’s do or die
can’t spell suicide without u and I
hold on
I don’t wanna be the reason that she can’t fall asleep
go home
live to fight another day I gotta battle next week
stay strong
it’s the only thing keeping me up, up on my feet
I’m gone
when they burn me to ashes will you pray for me
falling, sleepless
I can’t feel my heart beating
am I breathing
nothing left, I’m defeated
falling sleepless
I can’t feel my heart beating
am I needed
it ain’t over yet, I’m not leaving
~
summer in the summer
stronger in the summer
in the summer
drinking by herself
don't need no one else for shit
for shit
texting all her friends
tell them it’s the end
think again
think again
I don't wanna lose
every part of you
I know
I will
summer in the summer
stronger in the summer
in the summer
summer in the summer
stronger in the summer
in the summer
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6. |
Tonight
03:23
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tonight I’ll block your calls
my hands and feet are cold
no way I lose control
I don’t need no freedom
tonight I’m on my own
my thoughts and dreams are gold
take me for all I own
fuck it I don’t need em
fly away
I don’t need a cape
I ain’t saving no one
let me demonstrate
come and crack a cold one
I won’t hesitate
I taught myself
I’m a better me
tonight
(you'll pack your stuff and go)
tonight
(don't look back hit the road)
tonight
(here we are all alone)
tonight
(fear me you know I've grown)
will you hold my hand
soaring through the sky
I don’t wanna land
cause death ain’t in the plan
plan
tonight
ill give myself up to you tonight
~
wasting my time tonight
hates by my side tonight
take what can’t deny
break all my dandelions
tell me you’re holding out
I don’t need no one else
don’t even know myself
no no no
take me home tonight
I know you will
(take me home, take me home)
take me home tonight
I know you will
(take me home, take me home)
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